Che Rivera (Benjamin Bratt) defines himself not merely by his ethnic and spiritual culture, but also by street culture, growing up tough and maintaining that image on a daily basis. Living in the Mission district of San Francisco, he earns the respect of his neighbors by being the very definition of masculinity: Physically strong, emotionless except for anger, able to finish a fight should one start. He’s also passionate about restoring classic cars, a hobby that requires intensive manual labor. He has served time in prison, but he’s now working towards reforming himself. He has quit drinking. He earns a living as a bus driver. He wants to do right by his teenage son, Jes (Jeremy Ray Valdez), who he’s had to raise on his own since the death of his wife. Jes is a high school honor student who will soon graduate and head south to attend college at UCLA. Che has every reason to be proud of him.
But Jes has a secret. He’s gay. He doesn’t know when or how he’s going to tell his father. For the time being, he assumes, he will continue making school-related excuses for staying out late. Che discovers his son’s secret entirely by accident, unleashing a torrent of anger that leads to a public fistfight and Jes being kicked out of his home. His son can’t possibly be gay. There is, after all, a reason God created men and women. Why would he choose to be something that’s so clearly wrong? Is Che being punished for his past sins? His best friend and fellow car enthusiast recounts how he asked himself the same thing when his sickly son was hospitalized. He also tells Che that, in the end, he was just glad that his son was alive. Che eventually lets Jes move back in, although we quickly realize that he hasn’t really come to terms with anything. He’s merely pretending that Jes is something he isn’t.
As father and son walk on eggshells around each other, Che begins a relationship with his new neighbor Lena (Erika Alexander), who’s a caring and supportive staple at an abused women’s shelter. At the same time, she’s headstrong and saddled with emotional baggage, the latter qualities revealing themselves as their attraction grows physical. Is it possible for her to love a man with such a terrible history? She’s seen his kind before – violent men who have no healthy outlet for their anger. Is it possible for him to realize that his macho reputation isn’t getting him anywhere? And can she get him to see things from a different angle when it comes to his son? |
the featured quote really sums up the downfalls of this movie. still probably worth a look but maybe on dvd